Never Be The Same Lyrics

was I just a clown?
was it my fault 
what I tried to figure out
a personal assault
I share with you 
in my aim
I wish you felt the same
am I just caught up 
in this mess I'm in?
still leaving with a grin
on my guilty face
and I feel like a liar 
but this was getting tired 
and things will never be the same again