Bottled Up Lyrics

It ain't fading 
Man I got to let it out 
Am I quitting? 
Screaming nothing ever come out 
I keep feeling lost 
I'll never find my way out 
I'm not thanking them 
Unless the truth can pour out 

Give me some courage 
Beating me down the (?) sometime 
Are you laughing at my body? 
I hate and slide 
I hate and slide 

I take this time 
To let out what's inside 
Cause I will panic 
Sometimes I wish you'd die 
Full of sorrow 
You may bestow my pride 
And all this hate is bottled up inside 

My heart is breaking 
Man you really ripped it out 
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out 

The hurt rising 
Soon it's going to tear my soul out 
It's not kosher feeling like I'm on my way out 

Give me some courage 
Beating me down the (?) sometime 
Are you laughing at my body? 
I hate and slide 
I hate and slide 

I'll take this time 
To let out what's inside 
Cause I will panic 
Sometimes I wish you'd die 
Full of sorrow 
You may bestow my pride 
And all this hate is bottled up inside 

Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine 
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine 
Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind 
You're going to pay this time 

I'll take this time 
To let out what's inside 
Cause I will panic 
Sometimes I wish you'd die 
Full of sorrow 
You may bestow my pride. 
And all this hate is bottled up inside