I Should Know Lyrics

my world is spinning, i'm seeing circles and curves i used to live on the
edge i think i'm losing my nerve hey buddy, don't flip on me, don't lay
your trip on me i never wanted to know i laid down for you, i played the
clown for you and now you won't let me go it's hard to find a place in a
world where nothing's safe it's a cruel place i should know and it's
getting hard to keep it in i have to let it go my sky is empty until a grey
cloud appears i catch the drops of its rain tastes just like my own tears
he buddy, don't mess with my head, go fix your own instead i never wanted
you near i bought into all your pain, it left me half insane and only one
thing is clear and i can't fight it anymore it's not my job to win this war
i don't even know what i'm fighting for